I still remember how our conversation started--

July 19 2018, at 09.38AM an Instagram notification appeared on my lockscreen. Apparently, there was a message from someone whose account I previously only visited--oops I got caught. Starting from a short message, I know you. The conversations were brief but continued every day. Starting from conversations that are awkward and arguably important, until a random conversations that make line of my lips up.

The story is still well strung in my memory, until now it has been 4 years since an incident that was actually embarrassing for me actually made me miss him again, how can I not? a name that has always filled my chat room for three years is now no longer in contact with each other, the name of the contact that I always pinned, is currently only in my message archive. I can only see stories from your social media accounts without commenting and looking for topics again.

Sometimes it feels empty, every now and then I really miss your random figure and your attitude that often confuses me, but to start again, more or less we already know what kind of ending we will go through. Even though, sometimes I still want to be by your side, down a road that is sometimes full of challenges while holding your hand tightly, but the best choice is for us to walk in a different direction, to where we should be, a place where we find the ending we seek and want, an ending that makes us grateful for every event that we have been through.

Hopefully until then, God will always give you happiness and protect you. I'm no longer by your side, but my prayers will always accompany your steps. And i hope you can see the milky way that you admire so much with someone who says "the moon is beautiful, isn't it?" and with the beauty of the light of the sky, you'll find the meaning of the sentence I ever said--the sunset is beautiful, isn't it? --Then, each of us will find someone who can give us lots of rainbows and make us fall in love every day.

For the last poem, thank you. Thank you for being in my story, for being one of the kindest and patient people I know, being a fun person and often annoying me at the same time--but that's your way of keeping me company--thank you so much for all the good things you do and for all the time you have spent with me. For these four wonderful years, I will keep you in a special room--in my heart. Maybe once in a while I'll look back, I miss it again, but that's all. 

Good luck on your journey! See u, again:)

Maybe in another life or another universe, our story is more than knowing and letting go